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Entry #1
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
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I woke up easily and pretty confused. I never had this dream before. It was strange and I was thinking about being in a play the day before.
It was a half-lucid dream. That has happened to me recently once I started learning about magick seriously. I could only control parts of it but, I also knew I was dreaming for certain parts of it. My friend and I were talking about joining a play. The auditions were no existent as the play would be done the next day in front of a full audience. We just got the script and I was the main character. My friend was the main character too but, not as important. We had to practice and have everything memorized the next day for the afternoon. (In reality that would be impossible.) Then the dream skipped to me standing on the side of the stage in the curtains. The play would start in a few minutes and I was panicking to my friend. I spoke, "I didn't practice! You better be ready this is all going to be improvised." She responded, "Okay." Even more worriedly, I said "No! I mean it is going to be improvised the whole thing." She nodded and then it was time to step out and act. (This is where it gets kind of ridiculous. I don't control what I dream so enjoy.) I was an elve for Santa and we had to sing in a really high pitched voice. (Honestly, this is when my brain knew I was dreaming.) We had to summer salt toward the Christmas tree singing. (I still am confused about that.) Once we were under the tree it suddenly shifted to a creepy dark manner. I was a large tall muscular man. Pale with wide shoulders and veiny arms. I was bald and wear tight black clothes and spikes. My friend I believe was a short professor. Old man with a few tufts of hair and round bulging glasses and eyes. This part I forget but, I was chasing my friend? Although I kept getting distracted by vases for some reason. Then I woke up confused. I felt anxiety, worry, panic, and confusion. It was half a dream and nightmare. Although I would consider it a weird dream. Although this doesn't tell me much although it does tell me about myself.
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If you might know what this means please pm me. I will be making these entries everytime I have a dream/nightmare.
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