This might be harder for those who don't feel anything similar. I just want to know if there is a spiritual way to help with this issue. I will accept any advice, but please read everything before giving any advice.
All my life I felt like I never truly belonged anywhere. I've helped and did my work as much as my first 18 years I could. I've lived in many homes growing up, and everyone keeps telling me that I'll find my real "Home". My issye with that is, they always felt at home with the family and friends they had. I felt like my home is not here, I used to have a disliking twords people as I used to feel like I made a mistake by coming to the earth.
I just have had that urge and overly strong desire to lead a group, and help others to freedom. I did a couple readings and one of the most memorable lines was
" You are a person who has always had that strong sense to lead, you have the ability to bring others together and to bring the sense of freedom."
it just stuck with me. I know that no matter where I gowith my biological family or friend group, I sometimes just want to go to that home where i cant remember the name. I have that sense to break free, and lead. It sometimes feels strong.
I know I might of worded it weird, and I apologize for that. I did a lot of work today and im sorta tired.