Needing some help processing my thoughts and feelings. Long Post, sorry.
So today I go into work at the nursing home I am employed at as a care worker. I do not have any formal training but was going to nursing school so I was hired on that condition. During my time employed there we hired new management and they called in another student worker and told her that because she graduated and wrote her exam, she no longer can work at the nursing home. This worked okay for her because she has a job lined up. I also just finished my program and passed my exam but was not called into the office about not working anymore. And I do not want to lose my job now because I do not have a nurse job lined up yet, I am still seeking employment.
Today I arrive to work for an evening and a fellow coworker of mine got up in my face in front of a group of nurses and care workers in the nurses' station about how I should not be working here anymore. Of course this was rude and unprofessional of her. I felt very angry and attacked however I maintained calm and professional, choosing not to engage in that conversation. There are a lot of staff there that do not like this nurse- so I am not alone.
Because I am concerned about losing my current job before I get a new one, a thought ran through my mind to use magick. To gain some sort of revenge or a spell to shut her mouth. I am just so angry and don't want her to get away with being the way she is. She is older and it is high time she learn that she cannot act the way she is without consequence. I never did anything to that woman in my life.
The only thing that is stopping me from this potential spell casting is wondering if I am harvesting negative energy in my heart, holding onto what I rather put behind me (my current job). Perhaps I need to reach out for what I want, to shed what I have now to make room for the new. But I am still angry and in need of some guidance here.
If you were me, would you cast a spell on this person? Or let it all go. Any support, thoughts, insight, etc would be appreciated.
TL;DR: My work does not keep on students after they graduate but has no given me the boot yet. Coworker got up in my face about not leaving yet and may rat me out. Should I do a revenge spell? Or should I walk away?
My condolences. It is certainly unprofessional of your coworker to humiliate you in such a way. I can see you are in a tough situation. Whilst a revenge spell is your choice to perform, just remember that there are always consequences for putting a curse on someone. If you feel that the consequences are worth it, then you may do what you feel is right. In my opinion, I don't think using my energy to inflict revenge on this person is worth it. Instead, I would do spells aiding job search, helping financial situations, and just good luck in general. Again, this is just how I feel. No one can decide for you whether you want to curse your coworker or not. Only you can decide that.
Good luck my friend. If you ever wish to talk, my door is open. Blessed be.
As stated above, using revenge magic is almost certain to bring about repercussions afterwards, and I too, would recommend you instead using magic to find a new job. Something as simple as writing 'new job' on a bay leaf and placing it under your pillow could help. However, if the other nurse is causing problems until you find a new job, I would suggest a honey jar spell. These are used to sweeten people up to you, not always romantically but just in general. They are fairly simple to craft and as they work subtly, are not a massive drain on your energy either.
While I can empathize with your situation, having been in something similar with a former supervisor, using magic or creating revenge may give you satisfaction, but in the end you always have to trust in the universe. I am not saying your shouldn't seek out your revenge but we all understand the give and take of requesting such as task. If you decide not to, and focus your energy on yourself, not only will you transform the negative energy she has pushed into you into positive energy, but you can trust in nature and the universe that those negative individuals will get their own in the end. The downside is you may not be around to see it unfold, but if you keep in touch with your co-workers, they can fill your in on her unfortunate circumstances when they do unfold and you can feel better knowing you didn't influence it at all. (My former co-workers told me just a few months ago about my former boss being investigated by the Feds, perhaps by a whistle-blower act on my part, but I assure you no magic was used, just the truth. It did take 2 years...be patient.)
I wish you the best of luck in deciding. If you are keen on a spell or using that anger/negative energy, perhaps a job seeking spell may help. Obviously, you need to be actively seeking out jobs but a simple spell to help boost your potential in finding a good fit never hurts.