Explosion, burning

They do more then just talk behind my back... I think they would hate me for what I am. You wouldn't understand mef...

That situation really sux.A LOT!
I wondered why so many religious "Protaganist" are there to kill those who had never done any harm.

They can`t do anything like that cuz they too can be sent to hell!(REal thing! Modern Peoples are under control by religions!)They want to kill every So-called "satanist."


Back to the topic again.I think its best you cover your secret and tell them that you`re doing well.

It can be very difficult telling people of your beliefs especially if they are not mainstream. My mother hit the wall when i told her i was a pagan and my family arn't even religious and some of my friends got scared and wouldnt speak to me. But looking back on it i do feel better for telling them as that was who i was, those who didnt like it could kiss my butt.

Also know my friends are understanding and even my mother is lol. It can be a shock to people and they might lash back but just ignore them be proud of who you are

Blessed be LadyO

let them hate you! if they cant except you for what you are then who cares what they think?

I don't want them to hate me fargoth... I want to be friends with them, they hold alot of things that they could teach me, especially shape shifting, thats one of the teachers favourite subjects.

Mef I think you mean "Profanatist?" I donh't think they are, but it's just a thought that Pagans would dislike Satanists. And till this very day I have voices screaming at me reminding me of that momment, and it's getting me so frustrated, and I keep regretting what I did. I Shouldve told them more about me..

Maybe you shoud approach them again and explain to them why you said it and how you felt they might react to you. I'm sure they will be understanding. I myself am a pagan in faith but i have quite a few satanist friends and i respect there beliefs. I think you would feel better if you went back to them and explained and told them who the true you is. If they do not understand(which i find unlikely) maybe look for another person to help you.

What is Satanist?

slayers of satanist or called as killers.Barb.

A satanist is a person with a spiritual path, and or religion.

What do you mean mef?

And it doesn't explain why my head exploded and then my face began to burn... It just feels like I have betrayed my ways... But I didn't want to.. The stupid thing keeps comming up in my head... Something just keeps saying how stupid I was...