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ok well i jut found out yesterday my totum animal is a bear. and my friend found out hers was a wolf and shes been doing witchcraft for like 1 week. nut i wanted to know can anyone actualy see theres as she can. but i cant.if you can then plz explain how:)
oh and we found our totum animals by a method we found in a book where you imagin yourself in a garden and there is a fountin you then walk up to thefountin and look in and you will see your totum animal. but ushaly no one else can come to your garden but she see a load of people then only one guy so when she looked in the water a red and yellow bird cam out the water and so did her totem animal then the animals had a fight and the bird flew over to the man and he said " you have a lot of training to do"
so im asking is this normal ect if so what does it mean
sorry to be so annoying i just wanted to ask