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I see these black faceless figures, only one it's somewhere sometimes on top of me, but it's always touching me somehow then there is a swinging pendulum above my head my friend told me that means that I am cursed, then it turned into tendrils and was poking me, I saw the tendrils wide awake but the room was pitch black one of my other friend sees the pendulum too but we only see it when we physically open our eyes before we leave the body and I can't do Astral projection either I'm learning but my friend was able to do it on his second try, the pendulum turns into the tendrils when it's above me, it's hard to explain but I'm trying what is this? Is it my higher self, it doesn't speak or talk to me it just stares at me???