Hi there, I would like to know what magic really is and what it can do. I have read a lot of stuff but I still don't know for sure okay this is it. So I would like to ask some questions: 1. Can I use my magic to create a Fire/Thunder/Ice/Water Ball in my hand? AND Will I be able to see it? 2. Are charkas my own magic source?(Do I have to use this method?) 3. Do I have to do a Ritual to activate my powers? 4. Is magic almost only a positive attitude and strong believe in what one wants? 5. Can I learn to fly/levitate with magic? 6. Can I make random objects appear? 7. Can I use it to make myself thin within a few days? 8. I have seen Monks creative fire with there bear hands. Are they using magic? 9. I have been able to "feel" a PI Ball but can't see it. Will this change with time? 10. Will I be able to see Fey in our realm or rather only in a trance state? (How can I be sure its not my imagination?) I might be a bit inpatient but I feel like I'm lost and don't know how to continue my magical journey. Thanks in advance for the advice.