on Nov 02, 2015
It's been a while since I logged in, but I need someone's advice, anyone's advice, for this hellhole I've recently found myself stuck in (apologies for the language). It all started this past January when my ancestor told me through the Ouija board that my reincarnated soul mate might not remember his past life, or mine, but he is looking for me, and that I would recognize him within this year. Fast forward to September where I was meditating as usual and come across the same cave that I always find myself in, so nothing unusual there. What was unusual was this black figure who I thought wanted to harm me, so I attacked him/her/it but it beat me, told me he/she/it would not give up on me, and then I was brought out of my meditation. At the time I was considering swearing into an asexual lifestyle in which I would never even consider marriage. Some time after a guy who I was somewhat acquainted with approached me at church, and we talked for a while. At the time, I thought nothing of that or the black figure incident, but as time wore on and the guy and I began to talk (and flirt a little) more, it wasn't until just this last week when things really went awry. On thursday I discover the strangest feeling at the back of my cranium and in my lower back, almost as if I've been attached to feeding tubes in those spots. I felt a higher being (God/Jesus/whoever you want it to be) pull them out, claiming something about cheating. The following Sunday (November 1st) I talked to the guy again and asked him how he was doing, and he said he was dandy. I asked him why dandy and he gave me a whole list of reasons, but something felt a little off. Later on yesterday I discovered the tubes had returned to their original spots, and not even my friend (who is skill at astroprojection) could get rid of them completely. Today is where things got worse. I was talking to this same friend about the tubes when I felt incredible pain in my lower back and the back of my skull. I could only describe it as being burned on a mental, physical, and astro-physical level. Turns out those tubes were attached to someone on the other end. I don't want to point fingers at the guy I've been talking to, since he is a natural flirter and probably meant nothing by anything he said. Besides the real problem are the tubes connecting our souls. Somehow I know that this is black magic and therefore very illegal, but since we've been attached I've felt nothing coming from the other side except love and lust. I don't want to be dragged into the wrong side just because of this black figure who claimed it was just an experiment, but I don't know what else to do. Anyone who reads this, if you know of any way I can undo this mess, please tell me. I don't want to be trapped. Not like this, anyway.