Hi, sorry this is a little random and maybe in the wrong place. Can someone help me or help explain something?
So, ever since i was little I felt different from everyone. Yes I made friends. Just never felt like i fit in. Im in a pre-collage program where people seem to enjoy my company. I always just felt. "different". I always felt deeper emotions than everyone, felt more surperiorbut I don't know why, and got chills from things that didn't effect others.
I keep thinking about this incident that happened two years ago. It was the middle of July, I was on summer vacation, and my family went to a water park. It was my Dad, Mom, two older sisters, my younger brother, my aunt, uncle, two cousins, and my Grandpa.
When we got to the park, there was a trail you had to walk down to enter after paying for tickets or entry passes. The closer we got I kept having constant chills. I asked my Brother if he felt any wind, of course he said no. I shrugged it off thinking that I was paranoid and kept walking. From a distance you could see the waterslide (that will be important later), I got the biggest shock of cold that I ever experienced. I kept walking and eventually we got to the park.
I looked up the parks history, and found that 7-8 years ago a boy had been decapitated on the ride. I was a little scared.
Was this something to do with the paranormal?
Sorry about my bad grammar English is my second language but i've been speaking it for 11 years.
So thatcould be a sign of psychic ability, but if it's an isolated experience it may have been a coincidence.
Also, your feelings of superiority and "always feeling different" are just psychological things. They can lend to biases ("I know I'm a psychic because I KNOW I am different") and I wouldn't rely on them as signs of ability; it says more about your personality than anything.
To be straight forward, it almost sounds like you're experiencing sensory processing sensitivity. "Sensory processing sensitivity is a temperamental or personality trait involving 'an increased sensitivity of the central nervous system and a deeper cognitive processing of physical, social and emotional stimuli' ". As you've probably guessed, this is common among those with a wide range of neurological or psychological disorders, including but not limited to: Autism Spectrum Disorder, Tourette's, personality disorders, and so on.
My intention isn't to diagnose you as I'm not a professional psychologist or clinician. My advice is just to rule out the most probable explanation before assuming the impossible.
