Okay so a bit of what Im dealing with.
I was homeless for a VERY LONNNG TIME (the past 6-7yrs) So Im wonder if thats where the restlessness comes from. But I recently moved in with my boyfriend whom Ive been dating for a little over a year. So for the first time I dont have to panic or worry about where Ill be sleeping at night. Where I have to hide the car for the night. You get it.
Well in the last few weeks Ive been dealing with this angst inside. I know its a hell of an adjustment go from living completely alone all these years to living with someone as well. But I get hit with waves of get in the car a go go go! Go now! And I mean Im happy truly for the first time in the gods know how long. So the run run for it feeling really has me puzzled. It makes me feel kinda raw. Animalistic. If that makes any sense.
Anybody have any suggestions on how to at least calm this feeling down.