Hello my name is David. I was born a natural witch with natural gifts. I wanted to share this tid bit with others to see if they have gone through similar experiences throughout their lives. My mother was a single woman and a very experienced witch. Her talents far surpassed mine but at the same time I lost her to the angel of death when I was only 21 and still coming into and understanding my gifts. I saw people that had passed to the other side from a young age and all my mother would say is its ok they are just passing through or they wont hurt you. I never got the experience of sitting down with my mother and having her truly talk to me about the subject because as I came into puberty my gift was suppressed I suppose because I didnt begin to see them again until the day after my mother passed and have been seeing them off and on since seemingly growing more stronger with age. Along with this I have the power of premonition (especially when I sleep and my psychic eye is completely open) I have no control when it comes to visions and don't at this point know if there is such a thing as control. I have been told to meditate but if I do a premonition knocks me completely out of it. When I was younger I wanted to surrender and say that I was insane and saw a therapist and tried medication for years simply because listening to my own intuition was not good enough for me I had to ask the outside world, you know the nonbelievers, each time being told by outside sources that I was crazy. It wasn't until I was 25 and met a schizophrenic woman that was talking to someone that noone else in the room could see but me. I saw the woman she was talking to as plain as I saw the living people around her. I still try and seek control but have not achieved that yet but I did however surrender to my gift after this flushed all the medication down the toilet and just embrace the power that is inside me. Now when I have premonitions it is jarring like you are completely taken away for a second and you are suddenly hit by a brick wall and then bam back you are to the everyday world feeling your ears ring for five minutes trying to catch your breath. I guess I am telling my story for the particular people that are out there that are experiencing this and too think they are crazy. You are not crazy no matter what pill you take nothing takes it away cause it is part of you. I too sometimes see things I just don't want to see but at the same time if I lost my gift I would feel like I was missing a limb. If anyone has experiened this and learned any control that works I would embrace the advice but to the ones that are just being opened to their natural gifts. Just embrace them and accept them as part of your life. Stop the therapist stop the meds and listen to the spirits, it is your natural instinct to be afraid, but when you let go of the fear then you are able to hear more than the whispers in the wind, you can actually hear what they are trying to say and sometimes if you are lucky help them pass on, let the ones that are stuck know they are not sick anymore, I had to do that with my sister's spirit once after she passed and it was the most painful but freeing experience I have ever had. If you read this and it applies to your life and my intuition tells me that there is someone out there that will be touched by what I am saying. Then blessed be and pass on the pass on you know. Blessed be to you all and thank you for listening to the slight curtain pull i have opened up to give you from my private life and I and more than receptive to the person who has already been in my shoes and maybe could teach me more if any control. Blessed be.
I don't have a natural gift like that but I have studied with many different people over my 12 year journey, some of which do have gifts like yours. I like to think I'm knowledgeable enough to help you or at least point you in the right direction. So if you have any questions just message me
I do believe people are born with certain gifts and they should be nurtured. I have a friend of mine I met a year ago is a powerful physic. She described similar to this on seeing people and talking to them when no one else could, we both agree that these are the spirits of the dead. She also had vivid premonition and was adept at reading energies and feelings. Of either of you would like I could ask if she would be willing to give you a couple of tips.
Thank you for your reply. Yes I am very open to any help that I might can get. Do you know if there is such a thing as control? I do not possess any control whatsoever. Some days my switch is in the on position and I cannot get it to shut down no matter what I do. It seems that if I get a natural premonition then the physical part is not severe but if I tap into my psychic side and force my gift, like someone asking me for a reading for example or to find a lost object, then the physical symptoms I have after are severe such as a terrible migraine and feeling completely drained to the point of sometimes having to go lie down for a while. I cannot control what I see or when I see it, so if there is such a thing, can you offer an advice to being able to control it. I also have a dark spirit that seems to be attracted to me and often gets mad because I have the ability to keep it from entering me, but it affects the people around me. My sister, her name was Sandy she was born with a powerful gift of empathy. Her empathetic ability was uncanny but the curse side of it is that she did not have the ability to be able to tell others emotions from her own and she would often get them confused and would suffer terrible physical effects from what and whom she had empath. This cost her her life. I lost her to the angel of death the November before last but the most uncanny part of it and believe me I would not believe this had I not witnessed it. My other sister Barbara was a trouble soul who not only attracted a demon, she once invited it into her body, this turned her soul black and she was toxic from this point until the day she died. The most uncanny part of it was that she and my sister Sandy died on the same day not 30 minutes apart and ever since her death, I have just known that the demon inside her came for me when she passed and my sister Sandy, the empath, was so much weaker than me and instead of taking me, she took my sister Sandy instead. So they both passed the same day 30 minutes apart in different towns and both were found dead in their homes according to the coroner, both of massive heart attacks. I have since done a binding spell and a protection spell that I found in my mother's Book of Shadow's but sometimes I see the dark spirit that I spoke of earlier and it follows me where ever I go and it affects the people around me. Any advice as to how I can banish/ get rid of this dark spirit? Thank you for your time and advice. Blessed Be...David
People can be natural witches either through genetics or through our past lives. What I mean by past lives "energy can't be created nor destroyed only transformed" quote from Albert Einstein. From this quote our subconscious is a type of energy field. Our thoughts, feelings and etc is energy waves that's why telepathy abilities exist because it's energy waves being transferred from one subject to another. So when one passes many other souls will be transformed before birth after they are born they life purpose is to complete their soul mission.
Thank you for your reply and I haven't ever thought of it in the way you explained. But it is definately true. Thank you for that tid bit of info that I can learn from....After reading your post it makes so much more since..
Please use a paragraph once in a while. Your posts will be easier to read.
First of all, I would not recommend advising someone to stop taking their medication. If you are psychic, I don't think your meds. will block it. Yes, I think some people are born psychic, but also you can open yourself up to psychicism and develop it. I believe it is innate to all people, but most people are afraid and will block it out. But everybody knows somebody with the sight.
Please don't discount meditation, it is a great tool to develop psychic ability and for grounding and centering yourself.