I'll start by saying my name is Charley Dahmer, but i've developed a very, very individualized alter ego many years ago that just...seemed to stick around. His name is Lane Jerome, (formerly Lane Ecstacy; but all life matures, even phantastical life, am I right?) I'm happy to be referred to as either.
Now that that's out of the way...
Well-Okay. All my life i've had a specific interest in all things considered occult; despite that term not exactly being favorable to me. When I was a toddler, I was told that I would place my hands on people's third eye and would stare(watch) things in the corners of ceilings in a room. I never thought much into this but I feel it's noteworthy here, in this case. I'm a person that's been described as fantasy prone (a disposition or personality trait in which a person experiences a lifelong extensive and deep involvement in fantasy. This disposition is an attempt, at least in part, to better describe "overactive imagination" or "living in a dream world.") Earlier this summer (2015), I had a drug issue that more or less ended with a case of psychosis-I only saw and heard things that, while I experienced them, they were unreal-being fantasy prone I held this in a positive light. I'm no longer a user of such drugs, but the psychosis definitely came in handy when I got an apartment with my to-be sister-in-law. We discovered that the apartment, for lack of a better term, had been haunted. Well, to be more accurate, a Wiccan magician (for lack of a better term) saw the entity on my roommate and claimed it was a demon who had attached itself to her sometime after I moved in with her. The demon has been since cleansed and the utter negativity it brought to our life eventually had dissipated. We saw things in that apartment. Why I said the psychosis came in handy is because I can fairly simply differentiate between fantasy, phantasm(what I personally describe the psychotic hallucinations), and reality. These things we saw-they didn't fit into either three categories, but surely, we saw them-led us to spend much time in graveyards rumored to be haunted. This, in turn, led us to take what's been described as the "spiritual journey," including our learning about astrology, the aura, energy manipulation, aura/energy colors and their meaning, the power in stones/crystals, numerology, past lives/reincarnation, etc. I want to know more. There's a part of me, described as my higher self, that I can feel screaming out for more knowledge because I know damn well I haven't even scratched the tip of the iceberg yet. Truthfully, I believe my mission in life is to learn as much as I can about the truths being suppressed by modern society and i'm a book in process with both covers spread wide open. I greatly intend to suck this website dry of any and all knowledge I can, and if there should be anyone willing to join and/or advise me on these topics, I would be greatly, borderline eternally, indebted to you~
[It has the head of a monkey, the body of a tanuki, the tail of a snake, and the limbs of a tiger. In ancient times it was thought to be a kind of nocturnal bird. It's call is supposed to sound like that of a White's thrush; and thus its name is written with a kanji that contains the meanings night and bird.
Little is known about the nue's natural habitat and lifestyle. While sightings throughout history have been rare, nue are are considered to be pretty evil monsters. The few times that humans and nue have crossed paths, the results have been disastrous.]
Reality is an illusion to keep people sane. The use of magic bends the illusion and people see magic. Magic bends reality, in turn bending the illusion that everyone sees. Post this in your profile if you agree.
(Border of Yin and Yang~Pagan Aliens in the Night Sky)