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I was born in a Christian family. My dad being the church preacher (basically a baptist priest) and my mom being the church pianist. Even though I spent 13 years in Christianity, I never felt God's presence as promised. When I needed help, I called to him, but never recieved help. I went on 13 years, thinking Christianity was the only way, my ticket into heaven and out of hell. But when I hit 12, I began to develop critical thinking. I thought about it, and it didnt make sense. According to history, Christianity was used to control people. It is also based off of earlier religions. So, I turned to magic. Something I can see. Something I enjoy. Something I have passion for. My parents still, and will not know about this until I move out. This is my spiritual story.