Something has been bothering me for quite a long time.
When I was around 7 or 8 I began seeing, feeling and hearing spirits. There is one in particular that would tell me things. He at one time talked to me about people who used to worship the sun. One time he led me to a piece of amber with an insect inside that was sitting where two branches of a tree converged, like where the trunk had split.
What bothers me is the spirit would always call me by a name not my own, and in fact was a name of the opposite gender of myself entirely.
Later on at the age of 14 my coven and I were practicing a guided meditation led by my father. We were to enter a meditative state and bring information back with us. During the meditative state I met a spirit whom looked like the shadow of a person. No detail, just a black shadow. The spirit told me something accurate about a friend, but when he first addressed me to speak he called me by a name. It was the same name I was called years before by the spirit of my childhood.
This always bothered me.
I was wondering if anyone knows what this means?
I'vebeen wondering about this for years.
Why would a spirit call me by a name that isn't my own?
It isn't even a name of my gender.