I'm new to this site so tell me if I'm not using things correctly. I have a question and need some guidance. My familiar 'Poe' had passed away two years ago last month. The death itself was horrific enough with us both falling together and him about two inches from my face when it happened. I gave him a beautiful burial wrapped in beautiful cloth with herbs and crystals in it under his favorite willow tree to give him easy passage of his choosing. This past month he has been on my mind constantly with anything about cats,familiars, or even willows putting me in tears. Last year around this time I wasn't this distraught. But now I can't get him out of my head and was wondering if there may be a different reason than just missing him. Any help?
Yes very true lol. The reason I asked is because he was a familiar. Maybe I should of said more about him. He was a teacher and a helper. A normal cat by no means. If it wasn't for him I might've been the dead one or injured. People could feel his energy. That's why I'm wondering if maybe he is maybe trying to find me or trying to get my attention for some reason. As you said they are spirit and maybe I'm sensing him around is what a friend said. I've always wondered why certain spirits choose us. Maybe to keep from messing something up bad lol. But being gone for two years and coming around now? I have just moved so maybe? I think I might need major meditation time lol.