I see these black faceless figures, only one it's somewhere sometimes on top of me, but it's always touching me somehow then there is a swinging pendulum above my head my friend told me that means that I am cursed, then it turned into tendrils and was poking me, I saw the tendrils wide awake but the room was pitch black one of my other friend sees the pendulum too but we only see it when we physically open our eyes before we leave the body and I can't do Astral projection either I'm learning but my friend was able to do it on his second try, the pendulum turns into the tendrils when it's above me, it's hard to explain but I'm trying what is this? Is it my higher self, it doesn't speak or talk to me it just stares at me???
Well nothing ever really dies, like spirits still exist without a physical body. But the pendulum may be symbolic or something (me guessing). From experience black figures are spirits that try and enter through us to gain physical form if you get what Im saying. Something like possession but its usually done with permission from the host. Its never directly done either. Which is why you need to protect yourself if you are astral projecting because it can invite unwanted things in your home or draw them to be attached to you. And sometimes they do speak if they are strong enough and if you are open enough to hear them. Its like you are a light in a dark room, so anything near by will come towards it to grab it.
I knew what the swinging pendulum meant, it means someone is cursed or influenced somehow by another witch or someone else of the craft, I was just wanting to see if anyone else knew or if it had another meaning
It could be a Fear. Have you ever had a fear of old clocks, perhaps? I do not believe that you are cursed. Think of your past and what you are afraid of. Anything with tendrils or pendulums? Does it in anyway have to do with Astral Projection? Fears often follow people around and can shift into whatever that person has a bad connection to; whether conscious or unconscious. They grow stronger the more you are afraid of them, and you can get rid of them by confronting them. They are actually quite common, it is just that not many speak of them because they range so greatly.