I recently have started to seriously study the craft within a legit coven in my area. I used to be an active addict and in the midst of my madness(addiction) I met my knight in shinning armor.. we fell in ice quickly and clearly made a soul mate connection. But naturally, my addiction and all the insecurities and problems with it, totally pushed him away. I was trying to do love spells to fix it and bring him back and every time he did, my same behavior would sprout up and I would in the end repeat the mistakes of my past... now that I know a little bit more on how to truly cast spells, I want to try one more time at a love spell. Me and my lover are so far apart now because of my actions, but in my heart I can't and won't give up.
Please, give me constructive feedback on why these spells in the past possibly didn't work as well as I wanted (yes I know, the main factor was and still is me), what are effective ways and methods of crafting a love spell, and just any and all general information you can provide that would help. (This is a same sex relationship btw, male)