I have been married over 7 years and 5 months. As protection for my child, I wait on get to file for divorce because I'm waiting for my husband to sign away is Parental rightS. For seven long yrs I have endured emotional, mental, and especially physical abuse as well as degredation from this monster. I finally had the strength to walk away thank God because my child deserves a shot at normacy and to no longer witness my beatings because I dont want him to do that to anothers daughter. There is so much more that he is done to me but is so violent so crude that it would only turn your stomach to read it. Which now brings me to my point. I never thought I could allow someone to break my spirit and to break me down... But he was able to achieve that. I have psychiatrist and a psychologist to help me along the way (2yrs now). Initially, I wanted him to suffer and eventually die for all the pain that he's brought me and other females and his mother and only child and everyone that ever crossed his path.. but after so much prayer and waiting and prayer and waiting, I was finally freed from my bitterness and hatred towards him. I am still however, very hurt because of what he is up to now with this very young teenage girl. So I wanted to know if anyone knows of any kind of spell that I can cast to heal myself from this hurt and heartache that he's caused me through the years? I potentially have something new and it may be able to go somewhere but I want to be fully healed for myself first and for my child but also so that way I don't carry on this pain to a new situation in the future.
Re: please help me spell wise By: Brysing Moderator / Adept
Post # 4 May 04, 2015
Oh,dear! Man's inhumanity to Man, and cruelty to women, seems to be never ending.You suffered for over 7 years. But, remember, 7 years is a very small part of your life. There are better years to come.Time will heal your pain much more than a spell. And you are already getting help, so I wish you the very best in the future. And think of this, all bullies are really cowards.
A spell is not the best solution if any. The pain and suffering you felt, while horrible, and what you feel now, is normal and natural. Magic should not be used to avoid that. It is part of your growth as a sentient being in this universe. If I have a broken heart, and use a spell to take away that pain, than all I have proven to myself is that I can take away the pain. I have not gained anything from that. It is a harsh reality, but ultimately by letting your situation take its natural course you will be the better for it. As for what he is doing, if he is with someone under age you should report that, it would help protect this girl from going through what you went through