And yes whenever I get exited I have to tell everyone about my feelings I can't keep it in and also is their any chance you could give me a sugestion of a first spell ?
Spellcasting is an exercises of knowledge and experiance, which studying the basics and personal choices give. Spellcasting is not Supposed to be done until you have a good solid working knowledge base. There are No "easy spells", you either Can cast or you haven't learned enough to be doing it yet.
When people don't just "hand over the goods" its not that we're holding out on you or being "mean". There are no spells ment for beginners, unless a beginner writes their own first spell. Its a learning process, like anything in life, and you cannot skip through to the middle and have things work the same as those who have studied for years.
Time, patience, faith in yourself and dedication are needed to truly open up spiritually. Jumping right in and casting spells May work for you, but the odds are you either woln't succeed or you will succeed in a way you didn't want to happen. Ie the story of the monkeys paw.
Thank you akinade for your quick response. I am just a student. I would never presume to suggest a spell for you. There are others that will pop up and suggest one. Perhaps Morgaina? There is an old chinese proverb; "When the student is ready, the Master will appear." Whatever.
But, if you say that you get excited. Oh, dear reader, you can channel this, and perform some powerful spells. You see, children have a great imagination and get excited easy. But adults, remember these childhood abilities and channel them, control them, to help them power through their hopes and dreams and accomplish their desires, their goals. This is the big difference between kids and adults, our mental control. Training, civility, stability, etc.
I'm sorry, this is the best I can do for you. A fellow student.
