What to do?

In 64 days I will be able to join an online one if that helps.

we have a lot in common. I have been myself too for as long as I can remember.

Go for it and join an online coven you feel comfortable with.

Take 64 days and research and send pm's to people asking them questions that seem pertinent to what you are looking for.

You can also check out witchvox too if you want to find like minded individuals in your area.

unless you live in a country where witchcraft is outlawed.

~Thor

This thread has been moved to Covens from Misc Topics

This thread has been moved to Covens from Misc Topics.

lol I thought was moved! xD

Strive, I kind of can relate. I had been on-site for about a month, getting to know people, asking questions, and in the process, finding out more about myself and practises/ beliefs. I involved myself in the forums, getting a feel about others' beliefs and opinions, having an opened mind, but at the same time keeping hold of my core beliefs. As I researched the various topics being discussed and debated, I found myself reaching a point where the core of what I practise and believe was complete enough to paint a clearer picture of who I am and the path that I am on. I knew what I must do at this epic moment: I realized that I needed to jump in so I could learn to swim, figuratively speaking. I have no regrets whatsoever, and finally feel that in the end, I found the right coven for me.
I am sure that the right one shall find you, or you it.

And, Thor is right~ Witchvox is a great resource. Just be aware that some of the postings can be a few years old. Some on there are so busy they seem to have dropped off the planet, Lol!

So many choice how will I know which one is right, and which one is directed most for spiritual development and learning new skills/life skills.

Strive, it is both a process and a feeling. You said you would take 64 days
and do studying. Hopefully you have made some good progress, and have
a better picture of yourself and what you believe and want to practise. Haste
shall only undo all that you have accomplished. Keep going to coven pages,
getting a feel for what areas they study/ practise, and look at the bios of
priests, priestesses, and members. Meditate on this, and when you feel
the time to jump is right, do it!
I really think this is the best advise I can give, and I wish you al the best!
May you only grow.

Thanks, and many more good fortunes be with you. :)
Be Blessed.