can somebody help?

try to meditate...that helps alot.

i do meditate, and i was adopted by my grandma, who is now my mom, my mom and dad are divorsed, and my mom is 68 years old, and she does things that want me to take a bat and break something

the one time my heads was clear enough for a spell, i used a rain spell that just came to my head, and well...dont ask

what became of you spell?

he said don't ask! which only makes me more curious. what happened?

That was what I was thinking because the results could help us figure out what is wrong

it was supposed to cause a strom, and it created a hurricane

i wouldnt say it backfired, it was supposed to get me out of school, and it did, but only when the hurricane came through

i've been meditating, and it's helping but when i try to use a spell, i feel something in my head, like it's blocking it

i think i've figured out my problem, the last succesful spell i used didnt go so hot, so my mind is afraid of something like that happening again