Don't kill yourself. Thats get you and your boyfriend nowhere. Just try to keep a good mind set. I know money s tight/nonexistance. But you'll get through it.
You ars so special and you have a journey to complete. I loved the things UnluckyRaven said.
This time of hardship and torment will pass. In a years time will these things that are happening now really matter?? I doubt it. We all go through the ups and downs of life.
Please if you know spells that can help you use them as they can help and are very powerful. If you do them you will put the extra power into them as you are living the situation.
First of all, dont kill yourself, its a permant solution to a temporary problem.
Second, you will get through this issue, and when you do, you will be stronger. I dont think the Universe, God, Divine Being, or what ever you want to call it, will give you more then you can handle.
When things look bad, look at the postive, I know how this sounds, but hear me out. When you feel bad look for the good, make a list of all the good you have in your life. Read it often. Its the whole mindset of like attracts like. If you think positve, positive will come to you.
Sometimes things don't change until you let them go. Even in the hardest of times, spiritually, financially, or matters of love, the best attitude to maintain is like that old song "que serah, serah. Whatever will be will be." Tough? Yes.
There is something to learn in every situation. We all know it's easy to live above our means. Let's face we are a spoiled generation. None of us were raised to make or save money, just to spend it. It makes it difficult when we are forced to live hunbly below our means.
Keep your chin up and stick it out. You're tough. My favorite thing I've read here is one of more importance than you realize when just reading the words: we are never given more than we can handle. We are faced with extremely difficult times and situations, and yet for all of our thinking we can not go on, we endure. Not because we must, or because we want to, but just because we do.
When things go from bad to worse. Don't be discouraged. It may be hard not to, but while life is at it's worst we are able to shine the brightest. We are to push the hardest. We are able to love the strongest. We are able to finally pray without ceasing as we are instructed in any case.
It is good that you wish to find the practical solution first. Even so, if a practical solution won't make itself known....ask it to. Indeed, magick is given us for just this type of thing. Still practical problems have practical solutions. And even still sometimes we can use our strengths to get to the practical solution.
