I've been through a lot trying to find myself and who I want to be. I've decided that I'm most comfortable with being a non religious witch. I do believe there are gods and goddesses, however I choose not to follow any of them. None seem to resonate with me. That being said, I also feel I'm meant to study black magic, as well as how to communicate with spirits. Spirits have been seen and/or heard from almost everyone in my family, including myself. So it only makes sense that I'm interested in them. As for why I want to learn black magic...I'm not an evil person. In fact there's not even anyone I hate. But, I do feel most people go unpunished for things they do, and it isn't right. More times than I'd like to admit, I've come across people who go out of their way to destroy people's lives. They enjoy hurting people. I'm not ok with that. Sorry for writing so much. I didn't mean to. I just wanted to explain my reasons a little bit.