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yogini08
Name: yogini08
Last Seen: Tue, 23 Jul 2019
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Equilibrium revolves around all the time. Fate wins the game all the time. life always runs around death all the time.
Love and Pain.
Life and Death.
Conscious and Unconscious.
Light and Dark.
Joy and Sadness.
Birth and Rebirth.
And I represent everything that exists and not exists. From Time to no time.
I'm 20 years old female. I doubt about my age and gender because of my thinking.
I don't say much about me to anyone because its hard for people to understand me and i can't keep my feelings on someone unless they know me through my core. which is quite not a possibility. Hence I am the loneliest person.
It is just there is huge difference between normal world out there and me.
Well my parents didn't raise me. They were busy making money all the time. Going through child abuse led me to see dark world. But i always found the light inside me. Even in darkest of times i tried to balance my life. Years of loneliness and dark rooms and horrible people made me sick of this entire world.
Then I found my own world where i could be at peace. And that world exists inside me. My outside world is so blocked and horrible. So i had to look always inside of me. Take care of my own soul. And my heart is a paradise.
I need to accept that I'm not in peace always. My everyday struggles had always found new scars and then i have to heal them. Following this for all my life time. I became a healer.
But it is not always that a healer is completely in control over his emotions and thoughts. I have strong emotions which can be either hurt me or heal me. I need balance like yin and yang. To keep my life at peace. And so as to help others in need.
Whenever i feel like i cant take pain anymore. I think of the knowledge which i have and how much happy i am to possess it. To be enlightened how this universe works. And I say to my own soul. That my purpose of life is to gain knowledge and find stability and equilibrium filled with peace inside my heart.