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Attaeya
Name: Attaeya
Birthday: Dec 27
Location: The Isle of Night
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sat, 03 Sep 2016
Membership: Member


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( all credits of and for photos go to respective owners, if you're not ok with me using your image or photo tell me and I will remove it ) Hallo! I'm addicted to learning and I love to most of all history and "fantasy" so if anyone gets a random message from me with a bunch of questions, please don't get mad. Call me what you will, I believe in what most consider myth. I'm a creature (yes I know I'm human but I really don't want to be) and most close to me address me as either Chess or Shadow. Thanks a thousand! I'm not always the best at realizing when I've pushed at the boundaries. Its often that I'm told to be part cat or to have been cat in a past life. Satisfaction is the one I seek since in ancient day past it was curiosity who cursed me. Please tell me when I've bit at your nerves and tried the might of patience. I can't quite help it, I'm naturally curious and as I've said, I'm addicted to learning. Thank you Gold- you seem cool Silver- sickly sweet/let's be friends Bronze- I think I like you (?) Red- angry Purple- envious Blue- cold Green- calm Pink- nice Orange- passionate Yellow- friendly ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The boy you punched in the hall today? Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today? She's a virgin. The boy you called lame? He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day? She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat? She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country. The boy you made fun of for crying? His mother is dying. You think you know them? Guess what, You don't! Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't, but repost this if you're that 1% that has a heart. Many gay teens are committing suicide as a way to escape If you tell them that life will get better and for them to just be their selfs it will If you support this put it on your page most of you wont but its nice to see the 5% That will I don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love. I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody deserves a chance. I don't care if you're ugly or pretty, everybody has flaws. I don't care if you're black or white, everybody has the same capabilities. I don't care if you're weird, everybody needs to change. I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody needs warmth. I don't care if you're different, everybody is. Repost this if you agree with it. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that, "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didnt succeed like you did, but she tried? Your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. Copy and paste this on your profile to show people there are people out there that care. ______________________________________________________________________ - The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets, The prettiest eyes cried the most tears and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain- The girl you just called fat is overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped,he is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars,he fought for his country. That guy you just made fun of for crying,his mother is dying. Put this as your signature if you're against bullying. I bet 95% of you wont re-post this, but I'm sure the people with a heart and backbone will. ------------------------------- THE 6 TRUTHS OF LIFE 1. You can't lick all of your teeth with your tounge. 2. You just tried the above. 3. The first one is a lie. 4. You are now smiling because you realized what an idiot you are. 5. You are going to post this on your page for some other sucker to read it. 6. You're still smiling like an idiot.