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So I literally just made a thread, but you're all extremely helpful, so...

Basically my parents are really disapproving of paganism, so ever since I came out to them they took my tarot cards (both sets) and make it impossible to practice anything at all. Because of this, I have a lot of built up energy, especially during full moons, and can't get rid of it. I've tried meditation and brief circle casting, but those either don't help or only help for a day or so. It's no use convincing them I'm not doing something evil, I've tried as rationally and calmly as I could and they basically just told me I'm going to Hell. I'm also away from my coven, so there's nobody I can practice energy work with/on.

Basically what I'm asking is: it's there anything I can do that will let loose/use built up energy or some sort of...something? The only materials I have are a a wand and some colored candles. I also have very little privacy, so...yeah...

~Rai