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because of some recent events in my life and some not to long ago i am in a downward spiral of depression the worst thing is i know exactly what causes it and how and why its happening but the thing the only thing i can do to stop it is distract myself with games movies ect... but that has stopped working because i had a dream last night where my view turned to no matter where i go or what i do i will only ever be an obstical for others and that i have no place. ive gotten help about this before i thought i was ok but obviously im degenerate. i dont know what to do... im just lost and i cant find my old self who accepted everything for what it was. im getting desperate because im doing this and im alwase a keep to myself about problems. please help...