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i am hoping for some more help, I am 46 married to an older man 28 yrs ago, we married because i was "with child" bad choice, I was told we were getting married, i stayed because you do. Well after 4 yrs of therapy for sexual molestation as a child, ocd eating disorder,bdd,panic/anxiety. i have come to realize I am not getting what i need from this realtionship, i have a friend and our relationship has taken a turn to where he is giving me more of what i need then my husband, problem we are both married. But would like to be together without hurting ALOT of people including his child. Is there anyway i can find psycic or someone,(i know spell check!)that would give free help, money is a HUGE object for me.i feel almost desperate. and need help in more ways then one I know.