Is there any spell that i could write and cast that would change my personality to a cold one? Or should I just stick with a scientific methood? I probably know it's not possible with magic but just asking.
Unfortunately you are right with magic not being able to help with cold personality or any personality change. Usually you cannot change your personality just with a snap of fingers. It either comes with age, life experience, or negative things. I saw another post of yours. You seem to care very much about people, thus making you attractive to others. You said that being cruel is not for you, and kindnessin itself is an attractive trait to many people. I'm not one to dig into personal problems but I have had a similar emotion that you had. You seem to have a emptiness in life that makes you push away others in fear that they will make that space grow.