Hello, my name is Dahlia and I've taken it upon myself to venture into the world of magick again.
I practiced when I was younger and slowly lost it.
I currently identify as a LaVeyan Satanist but I've been more open to go back to the use of magick.
When I was younger, I used to see spirits within my home, others homes, in nature. I have lost that ability. I want to reconnect with that. I want things that can be accomplished by magick. I want to be closer with nature. I'm just afraid of consequences, failure and not being successful in my use of magick. I have a very deep love for "dark" things and the like but I know the magick world is something to be cautious of.
I just really don't know where to start. I watch videos on YouTube, Instagram and TikTok all the time but they always seem to be so much more experienced, so much more knowledgeable and I'd like to be just as experienced.
But again, I don't know where to start. My list goes from spell casting to scrying to astral projecting and to natural/herbal spells to candle spells and so on.
If anyone has advice, I would greatly appreciate it.
I'm lost and unsure...