Hi everyone, I'm new here. Long story short, I was very into Asatru a while back, but for some reason decided I was an atheist instead. My belief is there are no Gods, or many (not very athiestic.) Anyway, I was most closely working with Thor and Freyja. Long story short, I woke up one morning and endlessly started sketching runes, Raido and Berkano. I was OBSESSED with finding a path of enlightenment again. After some research, I found that Raido can be associated with Thor. I also found my old mjolnir so I made Thor a small offering of some spices because that was all I had on hand. Sound like he's wanting me to come back, or am I making a big deal out of nothing? Any advice? Thanks all!
The Odinist community, whether Asatru, Heathen or any of the myriad of adaptations is a small community with a very long history of struggle. When you hear the calling of Thor, the God of the Folk, and you answer back, that is always a good sign. We all have difficulty with our paths and beliefs from time to time. Our Gods calling us to return to them is a rare thing, usually it is the other way around. Perhaps you should think about it and consider resuming your path. Something made you step away before. Think about what you felt was missing and see if you can find a solution.