I have been told previously that one of the reasons I haven't been able to be in a healthy relationship is because I have a vengeful spirit following me making the men around me go crazy. I finally found a good man and have long since brushed off this theory however, last night my boyfriend said he was awake but he felt like he was being shoved under a sheet off ice. He was screaming for help and when I woke him up (because I finally heard him calling for help) that he saw something get off of him and walk away. Something that he could see through. This person or thing made him so angry that he was seeing red. He couldn't breathe and it scared him. Could this thing be related to what I've been told or is it something completely different?
Spirits, especially malevolent ones, tend to attach to lonely people,because the negative energy that radiates is a great "food" source for them. The spirit seems possessive over you, which may be a reason as to why your current boyfriend was being harmed. If this hasn't happened with your exes (you may feel like asking them if they've had anything similar happen), then it *may* be unrelated, however it could be the same entity.
I don't want to say it's demonic attachment as these sorts of things can be observed in any type of spirit attachment, especially a possessive one. Have you ever had "phantom" emotions? What about "visions" of doing harmful things, especially to your partners? Have you ever hallucinated/heard voices telling you to do awful things? Always seek psychiatric help first, and if a schizophrenia/psychosis screening turns up false or things do not help it, with those symptoms it would sound like a demonic attachment.
The spirit may be attempting to drive others away for a few reasons: 1) so it has an energy source from your constant ups and downs, 2) it is possessive and wants you for itself, or 3) the spirit hates men and doesn't trust them near itself or you, once again being possessive.
Try to banish the spirit or bind it. If this fails, it is further proof of attachment (as spirits unattached would stay away with banishment or binding), and wards may not help if the attachment is strong.
You can PM me or reply here and I can try to figure out more things and may be able to help you.
There are many different types of spirits. Many attatch to people due to being drawn to some sort of energy that they possess. Sometimes the energy can be generated by some sort of trauma of loss. There are also many ways to be rid of agressive spirits. For more information, feel free to message me.