I disagree with the fact that you can't do anything with magic about disease. I've seen people with cancer being healed with magic.
Though cancer is a difficult disease to cure, you need strong and clean energy to achieve anything.
I do not want to sound like a Christian freak, but where I saw people getting healed of cancer is in a gospel church. You don't have to be a Christian, but maybe you could check it out and learn something about it. Christians also do spells, but they won't admit it be aware of that.
I personally believe that when it is your time to go, you go. But you can use magic to ease the pain and/or to challenge the universe about the fact that it is your time. Because cancer doesn't have to be deadly.
I can create a spell for you to do this.
Draw a sigil (a drawing of lines) of health, if you don't have one you can create one by drawing something which gives you the feeling of health (create your own sigil, the sigil of other can be dangerous as you borrow the others energy and you don't really know what their meaning is). Take some salt, water and olive oil, mix this. Sprinkle this mixture on your sigil and chant about your disease and what you want it to be (like cured, eased of pain and challenged). Keep in the back of your head why you want to pursue to live (for your woman of your dreams), this love and will to live is very powerful and can lengthen you life. Preferable burn this sigil when you are done.
I wish you so much luck and health. And you should continue to get checked at the doctor and maybe you can see any progress.
I spent a few years doing energy work and healings on patients in hospitals in Houston, some of them were cancer patients. Magic, energy work and things of this nature are not going to cure you outright with 100% effectiveness. There are many, many reasons why people become sick and why they are healed. My advice from my experience is to follow the guidance of your medical practitioners, doctors and the like. Supplement this with magical or energetic work to aid them as well as to aid your healing and recovery. There are a number of practices that can aid this, such as meditation, Reiki, and proper invoction of entities such as those associated with Mercury or Sol. Most of all do whatever is necessary to keep your spirits up as this is one of the most important aspects of healing.
