I have this idea for a spell quite some time now. Its popping up all the time in my head and i feel very connected to this... I know its an idea but i get these visions about it.... Problem is i am a terrible spell writer might have to do with the fact that i am dyslectic but i am not sure. When i cast a spell i have written it cause completely wrong. It even snowed once during SEPTEMBER!!??? right after i tried out the spell i wrote. Anyway, the idea is that every person has two sides inside him that live harmonically inside and shift energies. From happy to sad and angry and the other way around. But the idea of the spell is to fully awoke the tow sides and allow them to have both full power. That should allow the person two have abilities and powers far grater than what he did. Of course this is very dangerous cause it could make you unable to control yourself if not well prepared. I have seen in my vision a sigil like draw-like of two three people one in center and two on its side. This is either a tattoo or a handmade necklase and is used to activate the spell and deactivating it... Do you think something like this is possible? I believe it is.... Does anyone want to work together so we can achieve something like that?
Lots of people struggle to write their own spells, it is something that becomes easier the more you attempt it and eventually will come naturally to you, why not try writing spells with no intent to cast them, use it as a form of practice before you write one you intend to cast.
How long have you been practicing? It can take time to learn and develop the methods of spell casting, it may not be the spell that is stopping you, it may be your knowledge, on the other hand it may be the lack of reality in a spell, or your feelings that because you are dyslexic your spells will always fail, much like a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Being dyslexic shouldn't have an effect on your spells unless you allow it to, I myself am dyslexic and have never had a problem with it in spells.
Emotions are not a flip of a switch, they are a gradual change, i'm not entirely sure what you mean by "two sides", because you are one person, your emotions are controlled by your brain and hormones not the change from one side of yourself to another. I am not sure what "powers" or abilities you are hoping to get from this, but it sounds very bizarre, as we are already one person, you don't have to fuse together two sides in order to make yourself more powerful.
Also if it snowed in September then is has nothing to do with you casting a spell, it would have happened regardless of what you did. Snow is part of a weather system much bigger than just you.
First of all the wierd thing about the snow is that it only snowed in my village and nowhere else. When i say snow dont think about snowstorms... It was very hard to notice it. And the weather i am able to control to some extent without even using spells... Only by thought. Not in an instant but there been several cases that rained cause i wanted to even thought the forcast was 98% sure that it wouldn't... I am not a god but... xD. As for the fusion thing.. Our selves for example lets use me . I am one person but in realiy there are two mes' that make me. the two sides of me. Its hard to explain but being an empath i notice in a far greater extend the energies sifting and changing. The unconscious is what is left from the two mes' that are not active. So there is the conscious n1 and the unconscious n2. Now imagine tat the n2 me the uncontius which is in reality is 1/2 n1 + 1/2 n2 becomes conscious too. Do you get what i am saying? its not fusing but unfusion. I can't explaine it very whel cause i am not the best in english. i am greek....