I hate rude people on this site.
I have spent the last three weeks trying to help someone who refuses to say please or thank you, and then as soon as I call him out he calls me rude!
I can't beleive how rude people are, if I was getting help I would be as nice as humanly possible.
*prepares a boiled bath with mint leaves on the surface*
I've been feeling midly sick, whether it be in my stomach or if my heart feels like it has some blockage that needs immediate care. I've tried to rule out stress as I'm very good at handling that sorta stuff.
Who knows, maybe it's just the pent up negativity and constant cringing.
Re: The Coffee Shop By: Hermesia
Post # 85 Feb 25, 2016
>recommends not to take a lavender flower bath, it'll get everywhere.
Hazelnut frappe, nonfat milk and two pumps of mocha, please. No whip. Shit tastes like Nutella.
I've been having it really rough lately, but things seem to be looking up. I haven't really had the time to focus on SoM, which really sucks and I feel like I'm failing my coven. I know things are getting in the way, but I know I shouldn't make excuses for myself. I'm feeling really down about school, and I'm not doing very well this semester. I'm trying to focus on myself and my school work, and it's really difficult. Trying to pick yourself up from a low point in your life and keep slipping again and again is challenging.
*sips the wonderful Nutella frappe and sighs*
In my low point, I believe that my Gods have completely abandoned me because I decided I needed to take a break from my faith to focus on myself and my reality. Being fucked up by another pantheon, and getting no help from my Gods really makes me lose faith. Since then, I haven't felt a connection whatsoever. I looked back at all the old pictures of my
But not all of my recent life has been negative. I have met a guy friend, and we've become kind of close. Close enough where we had to establish that we didn't want to cross any boundaries because we're both in committed relationships. He's pretty neat, and we have fun working together. It's pretty rad.
So may or may not be on the edge of opening up to my close friends about something very personal.
*speed brews a thick strawberry milkshake*
I had briefly performed some image searches because there are arrtists out there who make these really soothing comics and such about the matter and I feel a bit more comfortable about it. Anxiety has been eating my whole the past two days that I seriously considered coming out as this.
*finishes my milkshake to my own disappointment*
Imma try and come out here first. *struggles to get mind out of gutters before resuming*
Re: The Coffee Shop By: Personified / Knowledgeable
Post # 89 Mar 03, 2016
*sips some tea*
This year is pretty rough. No one tells you just how hard graduate school can be on you emotionally and mentally. I had a mental breakdown yesterday, in public, and it was not pretty.
I am in a course that is being taught by two professors (as the main professor is very busy and has to keep leaving). The two professors do not communicate well and therefore what one teaches and what the other expects us to know are two different things. I went to one professor for help with homework and ended up getting a 0 on it because it was graded by the other professor, who didn't agree with the first. I've never experienced this before. I've never poured all my effort and will into a task only to fail. It's been brutal on me. Spending hours on assignments only to still have points taken off hurts.
I noticed I started sleeping more, not leaving my apartment and otherwise just moping around. I walked into class the other day and just burst into tears in front of everyone. It was embarassing. I can barely hold it together when it comes to that class. I'm just glad to know I'm not alone, and that all the other students are struggling as hard as I am to pass as well.
