the last few times Ive prayed i have prayed as a last resort, meaning I'm in (serious) danger or trouble, and impossible things happen, (i would rather not give an example) and i am not a lucky person. i give thanks whenever these situations happen because it is the right thing to do, when i do this i don't pray to any specific godgoddess. Ive been trying to find my patron godgoddess who has helped me so much but whenever i try praying to a specific godgoddess (ex: Hecate, Nyx, the Cristian god, Buddha, Jesus ect.)i don't feel any connection, its only when i pray to this mystery godgoddess that i feel a spiritual connection, and i want to know how to find out who hesheit (i think it is female) is so i can have a proper alter and rituals. does any one know how to help me? thanks :)
I try not to stress over it. I usually say as a form of prayer '' Come on. Somebody out there cut me some slack '' I dont care who or what answers as long as it helps. I do random acts of kindness for Nature, Critters & People as tribute to any and all dieties watching my back. At the end of the day it's your decision. I only mean to say, don't worry yourself sick over it. Hope that's as helpful as I meant it to be.