Two days after my sixth birthday my dad died of lukimia. I never got the chance to really know him, but what I do know of him is great. He was wise, intelligent, careing and he was a good perSon that did some bad things. Constantly I am told by my mom that he would have not liked the things I have done with my life, that he would be disappointed. I don't eleven these things but they still eat at me.
I would like to study necromancy. I know it's supposed to be a forbidden magick and I know it's very disrespectful. But I rlly just want to be able to hear him tell me if he is proud of me or not. And I may not like the outcome, but id rather know I'm wrong then never know at all. If someone could provide me with k pledge on how to beggin developing necromantic abilities I would be highly grateful.
I want guidance