I've lived with my aunt and grandma for about two years. I've learned a lot of good things,but also one bad. I love animals,but I became a hygiene freak. Everything has to be DISINFECTED. Especially from animals. I don't know why. Before,I loved touching animals and I didn't want to wash my hands,I wouldn't know why,but now,I feel an URGE to wash my hands immidiately after touching an animal. They taught me they're dirty. But house pets aren't dirty! People WASH THEM! Is there a spell to let me live peacefully with a dog or cat in? I want a dog,but I don't know how to live with it. I knew it once...People hug their pets,kiss them,sleep with them and don't even think about washing hands,they eat after it and touch their faces,put their hands in their mouth...And they're just fine. Healthier than me. I've tried to solve it with myselfs,I've even been to a talk to the school psychologist (all kids in school go every week to her so they discuss their problems and I picked this as a treatmant to get rid of that animal hygienic freakness) but NOTHING. I've proven to myself it's just FINE but nothing. Is there a spell for me,to just let go?! :(
Please. I need it.
Especially because my sister is getting us a dog next month, but only if I get rid of this. I want a dog. A furry friend that will be always with me...But...:((
And,same thing with another one. I'm afraid,sooo bad,of something getting into my nose,mouth,because it could go to my throat and inner organs and stop my breathing and sufficate me. I don't know why. I've done that with the school psychologist,none helped. It's like..Opsessive compulsive thing. :S A spell for that too?
I've been really freaking out and it's really...annoying. :((
Please help,thanks. Blessed be.