Vari, that's immature to put an aside in your post like that.. which of course in your next post you will act clueless about but oh well.
Anyways I dunno. Maybe the site wont change. It sure as hell seems like it wont. I'm about to be done with the forums and just stick with chat, too much crap goes on around here.
Because Vari has accused me of stuff over PM and she referenced it in her post and it felt obviously directed at me. I know she doesn't care about anything really (I've never seen her insulted or offended once) but I've told her how her making those accusations feels and its just... juvenile that she continues to do it.
Alright, honestly... I mean she accused me of something pretty serious, and then when I said it was insulting she just backed off of it like it never happened and refused to apologize or anything. She accused me of being a pretty hated user. So sure 'attack'ing her may make me seem immature but to be honest I have never liked Vari (she just seems to make no sense... once she had a whole thread praising her and another time she disrupted a serious thread talking about chocolate milk) but how would you feel if, after being privately accused of something that you TOLD her made you feel insulted, she would take and jest at that publically...? Because personally it doesn't make me feel very good.
It makes me feel like she refuses to admit "Hey, I pissed someone off, and I was wrong. I guess I should apologize and drop it" which is something everyone needs to learn to admit. This is the exact same way I feel when theres rumors about me getting dirty with some guy in school or something, then someone claims I admitted to it or I hear someone talking about it- It's juvenile, it's gossip, and it's just ridiculous.
If you guys have problems with me, alright, take them up with me. But if you're accusing me of something and I say you're wrong? I've never done anything to prove myself as dishonest that I know of so assuming I'm lying is very insulting to me. It's calling me a liar as well as whatever you accused me of.
But if you have problems with someone else, and you're just trying to take them out on me or accuse me of that crap because I type properly and I'm pretty outspoken/bitchy, well then you're just going out of your way to be an ass and that's the plain and simple truth of the matter. It's like, alright this is a bad example but there are tons of foreign people here who type with somewhat bad grammar and make similar mistakes. So what, if one of them is an ass should I harass all the others and call them the same person? Probably not, it'd make me an overbearing bitch.
I see no difference between that and what Vari did to me, except she ALSO mocked it publically. So yeah. Take whatever opinions you want of me cause I know people talk sh*t about me here and I know like 90% of you think I'm some other chick and thats fine... have fun with your games. If all you have time to do is sit and try and make this into some soap opera crap, and make drama, then you're here for the wrong reasons anyways.
I never was accusing you of anything I just said she made some good points. And I do not even know you so how could I not like you?
You never proved yourself as dishonest yes, but you never proved yourself as honest either. And you are not alone there. No one here has ever proved themself as honest or dishonest, real or fake, we never will know. if they cast a spell for you just think, it may just be coincidence, even though I do hate thinking that way. But it is true.
Never take a single thing on the internet seriously. It is all just a silly game quite honestly, just look at the big picture. If someone is called a fake they should just laugh and brush it off, why would you ever let someone who does not even know you affect you? What do they know? Nothing. They know nothing of you at all.
If any of you actually met me in person you would be suprised, I am completely different than what you see here, some may think of course.
Live your life to the fullest, embrace the moment because tomarrow you may be dead. Do not let others affect you, the only person that can affect you is yourself, and that is the truth. Dogs never bite me, just humans, until I put a mussel around their mouth. Now they harm me no longer.
I hope this helped, of course it probably did not.
I am sorry to tell you but the post was for the thread that you made, and not you directly.. if you think I am attacking you I am sorry to make you feel the way.. but I never meant to do so in such way. Besides I never harass, nor attack you over pm, I am plainly asked a question out of curiosity ^_^ if that was so much bother, then you should have ignored it, but not once I meant insulting nor disrespect. Now, as I say that was my thought for the matter...
if does not appologizing then O_o I do not know how ( said the same thing over pm)... Sumimasen in Japanese? ^_^ I am sorry, but as sorries go, the only one I know is sorry. O_O But in any case... I stay true to my statement. *_* that is why I pm you and not made a thread about it because I wanted you to answer me directly and never made it public. #_# now you just made it public, when I did not even said a word..now that is self center ~_~ and paranoid for that matter ( I am not defending of your attack nor I am attacking you I am feeling like I have to tell you what I think of what you are doing... since you are acting just the same as the people you are flaming about @_@ Yep, indeed) It is ok if you do not like me, it is ok if you want to insult/attack/ me, making rumors, and what not *_* at the end the truth prevails as they say O_O oh, and me about making a choco milk post THAT WAS POWERFUL STUFF.. You see how it becomes when you do less offensive threads, people follow the flow... ^_^ if you do not like how I post my comments, then to bad... O_O as for the matter... Please stop trying to be in the spotlight..because I am about to steal it. (EVIL LAUGH) Oh wait... I already did but you directly saying that I was immature... $_$ that sounds like some one won the lottery... L_L My post was with my wise thoughts in the matter... if that is immature, well no matter I will keep on learning... my goal is to increase my wisdom in any case... WOOOO HOOOO WISDOM (such abstract word)
P.S. You are just feeding my ego by making comments of me, I take them as they come good, bad, senseless, and all (Publicity is publicity at the end). ^_^ And I do not disrespect, nor harass ( unless you are Enrique Iglesias, then we are talking business in the harassing area)
TO JAYME I love you girl... (no, rephrase that.. I really really like you) (No, I never pm her about this... I just wanted to make it public) *_* I know what you thinking... ^_^ and that is what happened... I am just curious cat, and love straight answers... You know that... I will admit the only one I harass in the whole site was JAYME... OH YES, if that is harassing I WILL ADMIT... I am sorry JAYME... it is just... you are so good at answering questions... when I ask... O_o THANKS...
Alright, whatever Vari. Yeah I have my moments when I'm a dumbass but I freely admit it and I'm sorry but you have really WEIRD logic and it's impossible to tell if you're insulting or not 90% of the time. Seriously.
Agreed and I have also gotten those types of messages but like many of you I just laugh and delete them.
Anyway, there are loads of people who don't take this site seriously or are just plain jerks.
Alright anyways I guess I'm gonna apologize to Vari. It felt like you were calling me out but you weren't and I really over reacted and I'm sorry, I'd delete the posts but I think that I shouldn't run away from my problems that way.
I'm sorry, and I'd be grateful for your forgiveness.
