GREATLY PUT LIFE4ALL! T'SHAY! I COULD NOT HAVE SAID THAT ANY BETTER! Like I've been saying to everyone, magick has the ability to also corrupt you. People with power seek out to destroy the world, why? Because they could! Its like having that bout with the Angel on the right shoulder and Devil on the left... sometimes unfortunatley,we choose to listen to the devil.
but yet sometimes you also dont have an angel just a devil, or not a devil just an angel, which can be the greatest downfall, or you see the devil as an angel, like in magick it is all personal opinion, like (another star wars reference) if the dark side offers you to save a loved one, it w3ould be a hard choice because come on u love them, but yet you realize that this could curropt you
I do have to say i use to dwell with more of the negative energy, but i had a reason.
I have and always will think there is good in evil. There is also evil in good. You just need to learn how to pull that out either way and accept your change in lifestyle and learn from your mistakes.
Lol I love how we're using movies to discuss the whole bout with good and evil (seriously and I'm not being a smart @ss).
When I think of how magick can corrupt someone I also think of Voldemort from Harry Potter... he could have been potentially great, but he turned evil when he was a teenager. Better yet, and I don't know if any of you are Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV Series) fans , but look at Willo. She definitely struggled with it. Oh and I don't know if any of you have experienced this but lately, I've been struggling so much with it ,my body has been shaking and I feel kinda de-hydrated... its that feeling when your trying to quit magick, or stop yourself from doing evil magick WHICH WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO.
Well for me I've been feining and prohibing myself from doing too much dark magick, like how I drug addict feins for crack and other drugs,lol. Its like what I said on that post about the inner beast... its just that negative side that is trying more and more to claw its way out,but lets face it... when you've gone through tremendous series of bad events in your life, who really wants to stay quite and do white magick? No ,eventually you want to fight back and I do mean FIGHT BACK!