have a short time to learn a few lessons,forgiveness is here now,fear is coming across and self forgiveness through learning,when an angel crys the heavens open,when a human crys all The Gods and Angels come to hold them.
I say this with kindness, do not ask me for spells if you are a newbie, I will only give advise which is to learn your basics; meditation, grounding, centering, protection etc... there are too many newbies rushing into spells and not realising the damage it can cause, not only to yourselves but to others even if its the intent or not... Be careful as magick is no game..
Otherwise I am happy to help with your questions if I can so, If I cannot I may be able to find someone who can :)
great starter links:
Love and light