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Make your life happy and worth living. You can do it, the power to do it. Is inside you. Like it is in all of
Peace and love be with you.
if we were pming and i stop all a sudden, i have most likely reached my limit. (stupid thing). Or my
look in the chat box
Hi. There is not much to mention. Mainly do to the fact that I am constantly, in my mind, evolving,
to others, i am erratic and crazy. I am not. that crazy. Maybe just a little. I think i am
brilliant and philosophic. to those who think others wise, say focus with a stereo-typical german
I guess i am a student for trying to learn the psi-ball. random bad thought. i hope no paper work is
involved! EEK! ____________________________________________________________________________________
Mainly one thing that is constant is that i am nice and look after my friends tooth and claw. though
my mother has brought up, biting is considered odd in todays society. Not sure if i care yet. but still. ______________________________________________________________________________________
As simi tends to say "Why can't I eat the heifer 'goddess'?"
and as Akimoo say's "No simi, because we have to be nice to her."
i have always loved simi for this. poor nick.
I like to think my heart as an open large tent. and while it rains and thunders out side. i invite
people in, to stay dry and warm, some stay for a little while, some take permanent residents. I am
happy about it, to meet and befriend so many people. amazing. if you need to talk feel free. listening
is something i will do. i won't judge. ever. its not my place. and not my job.
so if ever in need in of shelter from the rain, feel free to step inside. its open and always expanding.
As uncle would say "one mo-ore thing" I don't bs, i say what i mean, i am honest, and straight forward.
I won't lie. And randomly saying hi, i mean, it. when i ask a question, i mean it. when i say something
I MEAN IT. i like being honest, to many fake people as it is.
Favorite songs at the moment.
Here we go again - Demi Lovato
The call - Regina Specter
Dancing with tears in my eye's - Ke$ha
The drug in me is you - Falling in Reverse
Raised by wolfs- Falling in reverse
House of wolves - My Chemical romance
Where I stood - Missy Higgins
Make a move - icon for hire
Walking on Air - Kerli
Motto: Speak softly and carry a big stick.
"WELL I SPEAK LOUDLY AND CARRY A BIGGER STICK, AND I USE IT" *SMACK*
XP, can't keep a straight face. XP
You cannot teach a man anything. You can only help him discover it within himself. -Galileo Galilei
To be, or not to be -Shakespeare
"try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value" -Albert Einstein
"Sometimes you have to lose your mind before you come to your senses." -The way of the peaceful
"We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are
afraid of the light" -plato.
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took
to blossom." Anais Nin
" To put the world right in order, we must first put the nation in order, to put the nation in order we must first put the family in order, to put the family in order, we must first cultivate our personal life; we must first set our hearts right." - Confucius.
Im not hurt :-) = I'm barely holding in my tears
I'm peachy = i have never felt so helpless and destroyed
I'm fine = I'm not fine, pleas help me.
I'm just tired = I can't take this anymore.
I already ate = I starve myself
Go away = Show me you care enough to stay
I'm just cold = I don't want you to see my scars
I'm better, I promise = I've never been this beat
I'm okay = I just want to crawl in a hole and die
When ever some one says one of these, i ask are you sure. Cause i get worried.
I used to say these things an mean the opposite. So i will worry.
My guide is a cat. 98% positive. My cats are always cuddling or hanging around me, or staying with
me. Always. unless i am dyeing and the wife's tale are true. AS i said 98% positive.
I am trying to find old friends.i went to little bulldog day care center in davenport across from hyvee and the one that is now a tattoo parlor (so funny). I went to Madison= 2years, Buchanan - 6 months,
dewitt = 6 months, current cal-wheat = 6 years.
i you figure it all out and and you were feel free to pm.
I normally as far as gods are concerned i don't, but I think of Bast and Athena. Plus
i fall back on my irish heritage.
"those that have no enemies are too afraid to live life"
Angela the herbalist, brazingr
Smoked a cigarette: No
Drank so much you threw up: No
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back: no
Been arrested: No
Gone on a blind date: No
Skipped school: Sometimes wish I did
Seen someone die: thankfully no
Been to Canada: No
Been to Florida: no
Been to california: Not yet
Been on a plane: nope
Been lost: once
Been on the opposite side of the country: yes ( does IA to PA count)
Gone to Washington , DC: No
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Felt like dying....: a few times, better now
Cried yourself to sleep: Yes
Played cops and robbers: Yes
Recently colored with crayons: HECK YES, so much fun
Sang karaoke badly: I dont sing badly, i sing awesomely
paid for a meal with own money: Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't: yes,
Made prank phone calls: yes
Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose: yes
Laughed until liquid came out of the other end(laughed so much you peed): ha ha yes,
Caught a snowflake on your tongue: yes
Danced in the rain: Depends on what you consider a dance (frog in blender, as comparison)
Written a letter to Santa Claus: yes
Been kissed under the mistletoe: No
Watched the sun rise with someone you care about: No
Blown bubbles: yes, funfun
Made a bonfire on the beach: yes
Crashed a party: No
Gone roller-skating: yes
started a mosh pit: No
own a knife: yes
ran away for more then a day: No
got in a fight and lost: No
got in a fight and won: Yes
go to court: Never needed to
go to jail: Never needed to
love some one: Yes
hate some one: I'm told its not nice to hate, but kinda
think some ones hates you: a few, whats life without making enemies
is gay: No
is lez: No
is bi: no
isn't any of them: Yes
has a fagot parent: No
was beat by mom or dad: no
works out: No and Yes
has a tattoo: Not yet
is goth: no
is emo: no
has ever been in boot camp: No and I dont plan on it
loves life: sometimes
wants to die but not kill them self: once or twice
wants to kill them self: not really, kinda scared of that idea
has ever cut: no
likes to cut: No
loves to cut: No
is a drama king/queen: No, i am a princess, with times of wisdom and nobility
doesn't care what people think: Yes, people can shove their opinion up their back orfices. Unless its
a nice thought.
cares what people think: No
has more then one friend: Yes
believes in one gf one bf relationships(no cheating!): monogamy - very important, unless its a
known three way relationship to those in it.
I read this and i feel the same way about it.
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong
I can't speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says it's my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
''I'm sorry!? I scream
But it?s now much too late.
His face has been twisted
Into an unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Try no to cry and repost if you too are aginst Child Abuse
To those who hate Emos/Goths:
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black
jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who
likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
ISN'T IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from
everyone? are you laughing?
Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl
who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
ISN'T IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions
emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about
the silent battle she might be fighting.
ISN'T IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through
your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY ''YOUR NOT EMO'' OR ''ATTENTION SEEKER''
WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS
AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP
isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE!
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING!
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND!
BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WORLD
AROUND YOU IS SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES.
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR
BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR ''FRIENDS'' ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF
COMPLAINING AND DODGING RUMORS! KEEP ON LAUGHING
I don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love.
I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody deserves a chance.
I don't care if you're ugly or pretty, everybody has flaws.
I don't care if you're black or white, everybody has the same capabilities.
I don't care if you're weird, everybody needs to change.
I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody needs warmth.
I don't care if you're different, everybody is.
Repost this if you agree with it.
95% of teens would freak out if they saw Justin Bieber or Adele on a 247' building ready to jump off.
Copy and paste this in your profile if you are one of the 5% that would bring a bucket of popcorn,
a chair, a video camera and yell ???JUMP!???
95% of the girls in the world would be freaking out if Edward Colin was about to jump off of a building
post this on your page if you would be the other 5% screaming "Do a flip, you sparkly, retarded
tinker bell, jump!"
1 of every 10 people born is gay. That means 1 of every 10 people is instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more.. all for something they didn't ask for. Many gay teens are committing suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them life will get better and you respect them for who they ...are, put this on your profile, most of you won't, but let's see the 5% of you who will
The girl you just called fat? She's overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly?
She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.
The boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home.
See that man with the ugly scars? He fought for his country.
That boy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dying.
Put this as your status if you're against bullying. I bet 95 % of you wont re-post
People call a girl fat; no one knows she has a serious disease that causes her to be overweight.
People call an old man ugly; no one knows he had a serious injury to his face while serving our country in Vietnam.
A 15 year old girl holds her 1 year old son; people call her a slut.
But no one knows she was raped at 13.
Re-post this if your against bullying and stereotyping.
Hi, My name is Ally,
I am 15,
I screamed and screamed,
Yet know one heard me.
Hi, My name is Ally,
I am 16,
I have a 1 year old baby.
People call me slut,
And other bad names,
Hi, My name is Ally
And I was raped at 14.
Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool.
And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great, huge crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye. I'm sorry that I had to go.
But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another.
And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now.
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now.
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best.
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.
But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try.
I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest.
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could
Please listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late.
Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true.
And Mommy all I need to say is, ''Mommy, I love you''
If your still reading....I'm impressed.