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I love my best friend. Not romantically, but i love her the most in the world. The most I've ever loved someone. On 12th of October 2021, they left me because i had overstepped their boundaries. On 1 Jan 2022, i did a spell to get her back as my friend.

The spell was expecting to work by 13 March 2022. It did work, but not in the most favorable circumstances. I had attempted to kms last night, and while convincing me to save myself, she told me she wants to reconnect with me. She told me she wants to be friends again. With her in my life, life would definitely be better and manageable, and i made myself puke out the 20 tablets i had taken to kms with an overdose.
The problem is that she was pulled into this situation not because she wanted to talk, but because she wanted to save my life. She still loves me, but i want her to talk to me because she wants to, not because she thinks it is necessary to talk to me mto keep her word.
I am thinking of doing another spell to help with that. To make her talk to me because she wants to. Do you have some suggestions?