on Dec 08, 2014
Hi. I'm extremely new to this forum, and have recently had my eyes opened to the spiritual world in a BIG WAY. I believe that I'm either being overshadowed by spirits/entities or am possibly possessed in some way. About 5 years ago, one of my best friends (who I watched go through the same exact things I've been experiencing himself for 4 1/2 years) asked me "Do you want to see what I see?". My friend was devoted to Druidism at one time. He asked me to sit down in front of him and recite something (it was maybe 3 sentences; I can't remember the specifics) and that I would feel a "sword strike me on the tongue". I did this...and felt this "sword". About a year and a half later I started hearing voices. These voices know my past (and future, apparently). They can also recreate ANY voice of ANYONE I've ever know. They're around 95% negative; they're the last thing I hear before I go to bed and the first thing I hear when I wake up. I've tried 6 different medications for this; none of them lessened these symptoms at all. There are also physical things that have been happening; massive headaches, involuntary limb movement, etc. Also, I've confirmed that, at times, other friends of mine have been able to hear my thoughts (2 or 3 other trustworthy people have confirmed this by their own admission and specifics). These are the SAME things my friend who I was trying to help that day went through...and he doesn't seem to experience this stuff anymore. He also doesn't want to talk to me about it, though; his advice was "they're not going to put a bullet in you. Don't let 'em steal your happiness". I saw a shamanic healer for some help with these issues. He said that whatever I recited that day was of huge importance, and that I was more than likely already a target for negs because of some spiritual gifts (empathic stuff, mainly). This friend of mine is also a distant cousin. What I guess I'm mainly asking is if any of you guys have any idea of what I could have said that day and what transpired during that moment. The healer felt that the entity torturing my buddy had jumped from him to me (he believed this wasn't done to hurt ME at all; in his words he felt like I was extremely willing to help my friend...and my friend was extremely ready to get rid of this thing). I've been down almost every other (wrong) avenue looking for answers for this; I"m hoping maybe the knowledge you guys possess can help me somehow. I'm learning but still so ignorant and young in these matters. I appreciate any feedback. Thanks.