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Hey everyone!
My name is Adam, I am from Central Europe and I hope I can find here the right solutions for my problems in my life. Let me introduce myself (don't worry, it won't be long!). I am 18 years old, studying Business and Economics stuff at the university and I adore languages (especially Russian, French, German and Danish).
I am that sort of person who would do anything to get what he wants and make a lot of effort for it. This is how I could master the piano and the guitar - completely on my own! My life is a bit dark, I have already suffered a lot, but I always try to be optimist and stay on the bright side of the life.
A few more things about me, connected to esoteric and mysticism: when I was younger, I had the ability to communicate with lost souls. It was pretty scary, though. I don't know why but I lost this ability when I turned 16. As I already told you guys, I always try to stay 'in the light', which is quite difficult for me because I am surrounded by the 'dark side' as well and I fight a lot against it everyday, in every hour, in every minute (yeah, it is pretty exhausting, especially for my mind - it is hard to stay mentally 'clean' and not forget that I am not a crazy guy from the downtown). Umm... I think that's all. Thanks for reading my introduction, I hope you forgive me for my grammar (my mother language is not English).