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Just signed up here but I never really have had the chance to go through this place. Still looking around.

I've been practicing rootwork and magick for a few years and to say I've had some surprising results is well, the truth. The only thing I have a real struggle with is my love life. It's obvious that I have a jealous sister who is very religious and who acts all pious but she is ruining my love life. I've been single for over 20 yrs of that gives you a clue. Besides that I am living in the wrong location. IF having rednecks and white trash for neighbors with no way to move away to a much better area then you understand what I have dealt with.

I have struggled financially mainly because this entire area is so depressed that the unemployment rate is over 8%.So,I have worked and held temp jobs but as far as finding anything permanent with some real benefits is non-existent.

This has put me in a real bind to the point where something has got to give. It's almost like the Universe has it in for me and yes, Spirit does like to play tricks. I don't know what I did in my past lives to deserve this,but this hand to mouth existence has got to stop.
Right now, I'm at home and have been since Wed. afternoon. They sent us home because things have slowed down and it's the holidays coming up! I don't need this,really, the stress is beyond crazy.

I have to start my life all over again and this time, something has to give, seriously. I feel like it is my time and I have got to take the bull by the horns and make this whole thing turn itself around.

Any advice or help would be appreciated.