Hello, my name is Killian and I'm aware that I can do things.. but I'm not exactly sure why I can, how I can,or what the limits are.
I have a friend who told me it's magic,but spells and rituals don't really seem like what I'm doing,I've noticed it tends to feel more like a phisical thing I'm doing. Like moving a heavy,sponge-like, fog with a fan? I'm not entirely sure how to explain it, but I'll never learn if I don't ask. It doesn't require chanting,or prayers - I just sorta do it. Some examples are;
making people feel the way I want them to/amplifing a specific emotion they already feel.
I've secsefully used this as self-defense by causing two guys who were acosting me to suddenly have meltdowns and cry there eyes out on the floor,
I can find people by focusing on specific information about the individual I'm looking for and then my finger tips get warm and tingly then I fallow that feeling the way it gets stronger or weaker as I sort through a crowd - I know this works as it's helped me find individuals at parties/bars/clubs,
I can also mirror a person's core to some degree and I've used that to make friends or get information by reflecting what they want to see in another person ( useful for getting into sports events without a ticket),
.. and I have manipulated probabilities as well to my benefit ( strangers paying for my food, not crashing or getting in trouble that time I 'barrowed' my parents car at 15, I've used it with hitch hiking as well),ect
I've noticed that after doing something I feel really cold like I got the flu and have chills,or I feel nauseated, along with migranes,and a few times it felt like my teath were being removed from my mouth.
If anyone has any idea of what I'm doing,why I can do it, and how I'm able to do it/how I can improve , and what the limits are- please let me know!