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I seem to be experiencing what is usually refuted to as a "dark night of the soul", or a " spiritual emergency".... And it was pretty bad, and I sorta took it out on someone else and am worried not only that I might never get threw this craziness, but that I may never be able to achieve redemption, forgiveness, and the return of the friend I kinda screwed over unintentionally...
Mabye someone psychic? Or a healer of some sort has some words of advice?
Yeah yeah burn sage, cleanse, protect. Dune all that a thousand and a half times, it comes of no use to me...