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Hello everyone. I am as you say, enlightened. Very sensitive to the other side. I have noticed all this at the very young age of 5. So I have encountered many strange and dangerous things. But just a couple of days ago I experienced something I have never felt before. I didn't feel like myself at all. Like I was a different person. The total dread I felt, made me want to end my life. When I was thinking about this I was facing my wall in a total daze. Then I heard something moving behind me. I am not sure what that noise was. I then finally turned around to see and then the noises stopped. I turned around to face the wall again. But then I heard yet another noise. I have a standing fan in my room. It was turned off. But it sounded like my fan was cracking on the inside. It has never done that before. The noise finally went away and I was able to fall asleep. But the next day, and even right night, I felt drained of all my energy. I actually still didn't even feel like I was apart of this world. Everything around me was dull and looked I guess unreal? I am not sure. But I was wondering, what does that sound like to any of you? Would this be a possession? Black magic? A curse? I have been trying to figure this out so I can use the right spell to protect me and counteract what is going on. It would mean so much to me if I could find an answer.
Richelle~