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In my last post I asked for help on Imbolc, and I know what I want to do, bit what I want to do and what I can do are two different things. My parents are Catholics, although they know they don't understand. Our agreement right now is that I can practice it, just keep it to myself. It's fine on a day-to-day basis, maybe some little things I do are 'Pagan', but it gets hard on Sabats, you see my family is going through some money problems and I can't buy things that I'd want to make. I found a few resipes for traditional food surved on Imbolc, they seem like they would be good and easy to accomplish, I'm just having issues with how I am going to ask if I can. I know the ritual I am going to do, I just feel like, because these holidays fall on days where we eat just whatever's in the house, and I feel bad, like I'm not really getting my holiday. On Christian holidays we'll have a huge meal, and stuff our faces, I want to do that on Sabats, maybe not do something as extravagant but make a more traditional meal, and bless it with a traditional prayer.